Light language

Recently I listened to a light language session given by Zeenat Lakdawala, a woman from India that offers many different kinds of sessions.  I bought a series of session for inflammation and I was amazed at the results.  I have used many of her sessions but this time, the results were very tangible!  

I have written about living with a couple and we all share the kitchen.  Over the years, members of this household (including air bnb guests) have slowly become lazy in cleaning up; leaving dishes in the sink and food/clutter on the counters.  

For quite a while now, I have been cleaning up after everyone because I have a higher standard of clean than the rest of them.  I've also done it with a certain degree of resentment.  

Also, every morning while I'm on the internet and watching videos about what's going on "out there", I would sweat under my arms profusely.  I know this to be fear.

After just one session (week 1) of the light language for inflammation, the very next day, I woke up without these fears.  I hadn't even realized that the reason I was cleaning up after everyone was because I was afraid that it would get worse and that it wouldn't get done.  

All of that has disappeared and that was almost 2 weeks ago!  It has stuck and I'm so happy about that!  

I was also losing my patience while driving and even though I was aware of it, I could not help myself.  

Even my patience had come back!  It feels so good to have my patience back and to feel confident that I don't have to "do" for everyone else.  

I have been able to let go of that need to clean up for everyone and it's getting done!  Not always when I think it should be done but it's getting done.

I wasn't aware that this was fear because I wasn't feeling it!  It wasn't until I listened to the session that I became aware of the fear I no longer had.

Light language is a series of sounds with no meaning.  Instead they are heard by the mind/body and they change consciousness in a positive way; aiding in "letting go."  I highly recommend listening to what Zeenat offers.

Here is a description of the series for inflammation with the link to sign up.

Inflammation is more than a physical condition. It’s a multi-layered expression of imbalance that impacts the body, mind, and energy system. While the body uses inflammation as a natural defence mechanism, when it becomes chronic, it stops being a protective response and turns into a holding pattern. Chronic inflammation, then, is not simply the body reacting — it’s the body remembering. And to truly heal it, we must meet it on all levels. The body stores unprocessed emotions, suppressed trauma, and energetic overload. This buildup doesn't just fade — it settles into the tissues, organs, and nervous system, becoming a quiet yet persistent imprint. Over time, this unresolved energy can manifest as chronic pain, digestive distress, autoimmune conditions, or fatigue. The discomfort continues, and true healing remains just out of reach, cycling over and over again. Introducing the Light Language Alchemical Inflammation Release (AIR) — a transformative series to guide you through healing inflammation from the inside out. Whether you are dealing with chronic pain, digestive issues, fatigue, or feeling emotionally drained, this three-part series offers a pathway to restore balance and vitality on all levels: physical, emotional, and energetic.
Series Benefits
The AIR Series is an energetic surgery as each session is a multi-layered experience to provide relief, recalibration and remembrance. A return to your original rhythm. The series works directly to the heart for those who have been called to work, as it will :
Liberate Your Body from Invisible Weight: Release inflammation held in your tissues and energy field. Reclaim vitality as your body begins to feel lighter, freer, and more in flow with life. Clear the Emotional Static that Keeps You Spinning: Transmute hidden grief, guilt, and anger stored in the cells. Experience emotional not detachment, but peace where old patterns lose their charge.
Restore Harmony with Your Higher Self: Dissolve energetic congestion that clouds clarity. Strengthen your soul connection and inner truth. Unlock Energy for What You’re Meant to Do Next: As inflammation heals, your system recalibrates, energy that was locked in pain becomes available for creation, expression, and expansion with ease and flow.
Step into the Frequency Where Healing Meets Abundance: as you recalibrate, the system clears and aligns naturally with clarity, receptivity, and abundance rooted in soul integrity.
Your Journey Through the AIR Series
Week 1: Clearing Physical Inflammation & Cellular Density Address the cellular memory of stress, fatigue, and stagnation - Detoxifying stored energetic residue - Reduce symptoms - pain, fatigue, bloating, skin issues - Activate immune system’s natural rhythm - Create space to begin a new phase of healing - Establish somatic safety for deeper emotional work
Week 2: Releasing Emotional Imprints & Trauma Memory Heal dense imprints that kindle inflammation and soul disconnection. - Release unresolved emotional loops             - Harmonise heart and gut (emotional digestion) - Clear ancestral & inherited burden.               - Shift from reactive to inner neutrality - Reset emotional boundaries
Week 3: Energetic Realignment & DNA Activation We move beyond clearing to activating — reclaiming your innate light, intuitive wisdom, and vibrational integrity.
- Deeper activation of dormant DNA and light body upgrades - Experience soul connection and intuitive recalibration - Clearing blocks around purpose, alignment, and higher guidance - Anchoring frequencies of abundance, receptivity, and flow -Sealing the healing process with crystalline light codes
Series Details
Each session is conducted Live via InstantTeleseminar. Replays are available immediately and carry the complete energetic transmission. Date - April 24, May 1 and 8, 2025 - Thursday Time: 07:00 PM IST (India). To map the date and time for your respective country, please refer to http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com. Call Duration - 45 to 60 minutes Energy Exchange: - $207 | ₹17007 (Two payment options available) Paypal -https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/SoulSearchLife In case the link is not opening, please type or paste on your web/internet browser - https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/SoulSearchLife Please Note Do not respond to this email if you have already registered for the call I will share the link soon! YES TO MORE RECEIVING & YES TO MORE HEALING! Many Blessings! Zeenat

Lost...

Here I stand at a crossroads; unsure of what direction to go in.  I'm no longer satisfied with my life.  I'm bored with my clothes, my job, where I live and who I live with.  I have little to no patience with other people and all their bullshit. 

I still have this super critical part of myself that just won't let go... to just be OK with how things are in my environment.  I'm so over myself.  I'm weary of needing control over the kitchen and how things are done.  Honestly, I can't tell if I'm just refining my preferences or if it's a projection of a control issue.  I don't feel the need to control other people, just where I live.  

This last weekend was rough for me.  I was dog sitting and I have wanted to be done with this family for a long time.  I just don't resonate with them.  They are good people with bad habits and ways of living I don't agree with that extends to their pets.  Let that be all I say about THAT!😆

I know I'm going through a Saturn Return (2nd) and that's probably part of it.  Neptune also went into Aries on Sunday.  That is HUGE!  I'm not sure what I am feeling is connected to that but I'm hoping that it will help clear things up as it's the clarity of Aries and Neptune is hopes and dreams.

I know this feeling is temporary but at the same time, it feels like I'll never get over it.  I hate being in this space.  It just sucks.  Life feels like it has no meaning to it and like I'm just going through the motions.  

I feel like I'm in a self-created prison and there's no way out.  I feel lost...

I watched this movie, "Life List" and parts of it made me cry because I could so relate to the main character.  She had fallen in a "hole" in her life and her Mom knew it and made her complete this "life list" she had written when she was 13 before she could receive her inheritance.  

I cried because that's how I feel; like I'm in a hole that I have no idea how to get out of.  I've given up on dreams or just plain forgot about them.

I used to love my life; it really worked for me and now I hate it.  I've been pet/house sitting for over 10 years!  I love the pets but I'm done with taking responsibility for other people; whatever that may be.  I need something different and I have no idea what that "something" is.  I definitely will NOT work for someone else.  I've worked for myself way too long for that.  

What I'd really LOVE is to be independently wealthy so I can do what I want which is to travel the world with a partner seeing all the sacred sites in all the different countries.  Is that too big of a dream...?

I wrote my own "life list".  There is only one thing that I've wanted to do that is checked off already and that's to be a DJ.  I got to do it at our local radio station back in 2019.  I only did two.  My second was an attempt to be creative.  I wrote a story using just song titles and then played all the songs.  The people at KGNU weren't impressed.  It was very stressful because I was afraid I would mess up.  I didn't but I realized that I wasn't going to cut it as a DJ because, while I like listening to music, I don't really know much about it nor do I care.  I just know I NEED A MICROPHONE!

My only inspiration right now is this beautiful man whom I met while I was volunteering at the radio station, at a bike shop and a spiritual center.  I met him at the bike shop and then found out he was also volunteering at the same spiritual center doing healing work.  He lives in Brazil and ever since he left, he has said I'm welcome to visit.  It wasn't until this year when I reached out to see how he was that he actually said I should come.

He loves his life, he's learning every aspect of the coffee business from growing to roasting and spends his free time with friends doing extreme bicycle riding.  I don't really know him well, however, he feels like family and I'm studying Portuguese so that when I go visit him I'll at least understand what people are saying.😆 I'm also hoping that there may be something there; between us that will grow but like he says, only time will tell.💖

Update 4/2/2025, next day

I wanted to add a link to my show at KGNU but the archive is no longer available.  I did find the story I wrote and the song titles are underlined.

Welcome to the strangest party where, what's going on is everyone wants to rule the world.  Why can't we be friends?  We are under pressure to get out of our heads lest our distracted minds lead us to be another brick in the wall.  We must get up, stand up and free (y)our minds and come undone to find the groove (is) in (the)our heart.  We must put our light on and drive ourselves to find our higher ground for the goal is elevation.

All you need is now to become your own personal Jesus.  One thing leads to another as you doowutyalike to be everloving and addicted to Love.

This revolution is our finest hour to overcome our dark necessities.  Imagine, as Love spreads, we will come together and be One Love.  Let's work together to become one and bring joy to the world for WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

That story above is my ode to our ascension

I also listened to THIS VIDEO from Lee Harris who does regular monthly energy readings for the collective.  What he had to say was SPOT ON!  I suggest you listen