23 April, 2018

My Thoughts and Unique Perspective on Donald Trump

Oh Boy!  This is a BIG topic for sure!  (YUGE!  lmao) OK... I just watched the 4 episode series called "Trump - An American Dream" on Netflix.  I was pleasantly surprised by how unbiased and honest it was in its overview of how Trump went from an unknown figure to one that literally, EVERYONE knows or is at least aware of.  It is a collection of interviews and file footage of "The Donald" and his family from the people who knew him best; family friends, co-workers and employees.

Now, let me back up a bit here to preface my perspective.  When I heard that Donald Trump was going to run for President, I really didn't know what to think.  On the one hand, he's not a politician and he's never held any kind of office so he lacks the experience that some people would think is necessary to being President.  On the other hand, maybe that's exactly what we need... someone who is from the outside of politics, who is a business man, (since that's how it seems our country is run) and who knows how to "play the game".  To be honest, I think I was influenced somewhat by the media and how he is portrayed by them and also, being an empath, my opinion was also influenced by the people around me who hated him.  I'll admit, at first I thought that it was a joke!  I mean, come on, Donald Trump for President?  LMAO!  If I go a little deeper and I'm even more honest with myself, I had to give up my temporary judgment of the man because I've never met him.  I'm not going to give in completely to the opinion of "others" on ANYTHING or ANYONE because to do so would be ignorant, biased and for me, lacking in integrity.  I choose to be the opposite. 

So, when I found this series on Netflix, I saw it as an opportunity to get to know the man from a different perspective and watching it gave me a deeper understanding of him and why he IS the perfect person for the job of President!  I already had that opinion but watching this series just solidified it for me.

What I took from watching that series is one, Donald is very insecure and hides it with a mask of false confidence ie:  arrogance.  That's not uncommon in people.  He's no different in that regard to a lot of business men and people in general who have not fully embraced their "darker" selves.  I find it interesting that despite that, he managed to build an empire that most would be jealous of and I'm sure that there are people that are jealous of the lifestyle and the assumed power that he has.  That did not come without its obvious pitfalls.  He hurt a lot of people along the way and I don't think it was intentional, however, when he went through bankruptcy, he left a lot of people he had made promises to "holding the bag" so to speak because they had not been paid to do the job that they did.  Because Donald owned the building where he did his banking, he charged everything so he didn't even have the cash himself to pay anyone.  His change in attitude and insecurity ruined his marriage to Ivana.

I want to be clear here:  I'm not judging or justifying who Donald is or how he's done things.  I'm simply giving my higher perspective and interpretation of who he is based on what I've seen/read.  That higher perspective coming from the belief that we all chose roles to play here for our own experience and growth BEFORE we incarnated into this dense realm of experience.  If I were to look at everything that's going on just from the physical perspective then I think I would only see what most people see (on the negative side), however, because I see things from a higher, more spiritual perspective, I have a different understanding of what is going on.  

What I see is that he's playing a role (and example) that is exposing the corruption of government and degradation of humanity through his own experience and actions that usually you only see at the corporate level but he has done it on the individual level that has made it easy to see.  He took advantage of a flawed system and people gave their power away to him by putting him on a pedestal.  It blinded them to his flaws until he made some obvious mistakes and then of course, they wanted to knock him off.  What they fail to see because of their hatred of him is the opportunity he gives us to see what needs to change:  A system that only works for the few, the few with money and power that we give them.  

I APPLAUD the work that he had done thus far from being who he is to steps he is taking to "Make America Great Again".  I don't agree with everything he's doing on one level but on another, I understand because "I have ears to hear and eyes to see" and I'm doing my own research to understand that "PizzaGate" and "PedoGate" are REAL and NOT fake news;  (Please search David Seaman to find that truth) to understand that through Eva Bartlett, we are being lied to through the MSM that everything we are hearing about Seria is a LIE!  She has many videos on the subject.  Both of these people are independent investigative journalists who are telling the TRUTH and they've been ousted by the MSM because they refuse to work in an environment where news is scripted, biased and FALSE!  Please also search scripted media to find various videos on that.  Ben Swann is another who very recently had his own show on the FOX network before they shut him down for telling the truth.  Now he's on his own.  There is a reason why Donald has been calling out CNN as fake news because they ARE LYING TO US as well as many other networks!

The "deep state" hates Donald because they are being exposed and their plan for world dominance and control is being thwarted.  They had planned on taking 90% of the population OUT (yes, killing us!) and enslaving the rest.  It's not too hard to see how that IS true by how we are enslaved by money, why our "healthcare" system is not about health care but disease care and masking of symptoms from the poisoning of our food by major chemical companies like Monsanto, Syngenta and Dow; none of whom we need.  

He is doing a great job at laying the groundwork for exposing and then prosecuting those who have pulled the strings from the shadows of ALL the other presidents we've had up until Donald. (Search the over 25,000 sealed indictments that are PUBLIC RECORD, and the executive order he has signed that are also public record to confiscate the assets of anyone convicted of human trafficking which is part of the whole pedophile issue.)

Let's get back to Donald, it's easy to digress into a different topic because, as I see it from a holographic view, it's all connected.  

I also applaud the choices (most of them) he's made for his cabinet members because like him, they all have enough money AND are on the outside of the system.  It takes people on the outside of the system to see the flaws and to make appropriate changes.  The people on the inside of the system have the "forest for the trees" syndrome and are subtly conditioned to not question the way they do things the way they do or to even question a better way of doing things that works for more people.  His cabinet also can't be "bought" by lobbyist or people with this dark NWO agenda because they have what they need.  

What I saw in this series was a man that was groomed for this position from early on whether that was intentional on the physical plane or not, it definitely was on the spiritual plane!  He's a great actor; hiding his (true) thoughts and feelings from even those closest to him to protect the secrets he keeps about himself as well as those he's rubbed shoulders with who belong to this "elite", secret and darker part of our society.  He knows what's been going on, he's very aware of the darker agenda and I'd like to believe that if he ever gave them the idea that he was part of their little scheme, that it was a false assumption on their part because of the work that he's doing to expose them.  I think he "kept his friends close but kept his enemies closer".😉    

He is the bridge between the dark and the light and I KNOW, the light has already WON.  We are now going through the motions to bring that to fruition on the physical plane.  

I purposely did NOT put links in here to encourage people to do their own research.  It it definitely more empowering to find the truth on your own than to have someone tell you. I have done the research and I've been following alternative news long enough to know that there are too many sources all saying the same thing and it makes more sense logically that they are telling the truth rather than it's some big conspiracy to fool us all.  NO!  The conspiracy "theories" are TRUE!  

It also makes more sense to stand beside our President and support him because giving him that energy, rather than opposing him, will help him make the best decisions and also will give him the energy to keep going and not give up until he has done what he set out to do.  He wasn't kidding when he said he was going to drain the swamp!  But if you don't have those "eyes to see and ears to hear" you are not going to know what that means (really). 

I hope sharing my perspective is helpful in at least showing people there is always more than one way to look at someone and to release any judgement you may have of the man. (just in case you have negative feelings about him).  I KNOW that he is working to make our country better for all of us by exposing the corruption, pedophelia, human trafficking and all the rest of the "swamp".  He won't be the one to re-build our country into something better.  That will be someone else's job 😉😊

08 April, 2018

OOPS, I did it again! wink wink

What is it about people that compels them to want to read about the negative things that other people go through?  Well, in my experience of learning about psychology, it's because they don't want to be the "only ones" going through their shit and they want to read/hear about what other people are going through so they can feel better about their own stuff.  It's an albeit negative way to connect with people and that's really at the heart of it.

I forget where I've heard this but it's been said that if a group of people were to lay out all their problems on a table so they could see what everyone else had and were asked if they would want to exchange their problems for someone else's that everyone would end up taking back their own.  I think that is so true.  
At least for me, when I hear about what someone else is going through, I often have thoughts of, "omg, I don't think I'd want to go through that!" or, "better you than me"; and I mean that in the sense of, we don't give ourselves anything we can't handle.  So whatever someone is going through, they are better equipped than I to handle it because THEY are the ones going through it!  
Of course you have to buy into the belief that we create our path that we want to experience BEFORE we incarnate into the body and that's a hard concept for people to swallow if they haven't done the appropriate research to come to that conclusion like I have.

I think we all go through what is called, "The Dark Night of the Soul" and it's those experiences that show us, when we come out the other side, what we're made of and that we are stronger than we think.  I have been through a few myself and I feel I'm done with that.  At least, I hope so... my experience of life now is one of joy.  I'm living one of many dreams and making money doing something I love and that I happen to be very good at.

It started for me being bullied by my own Mom and that transferred to being bullied (a bit but not a lot) in school because kids seem to sniff out someone with low self esteem to pick on them.  But the ones doing the bullying are often being bullied themselves and not all being bullied become bullies.  I didn't...  I went the opposite way and became a "doormat".  I had an intense desire to help others and that often translated into being taken advantage of in different ways.  
I was also in the military for 2 years and went through the brainwashing program that all enlistees go through to be broken down so you become compliant and don't question the established authority.  I had to get over that too!  lol

I went through many obstacles in my life and came out the other side of most of them.  There were definitely "lessons" that I had to repeat like so many other people also.  I learned to see these obstacles as "learning opportunities" instead of facing them with dread and fear.  It's hard to imagine that we'd do this to ourselves through the creation of our own experience but that is exactly the case because overcoming our obstacles empowers us and leaves us better equipped to face the next challenge:  what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

It's been a long road for me... I have had the mindset that many people still have; I bought into all the lies, the deceit, the bullshit and the kind of thinking that kept me from dealing with my shit, namely adopting the "victim" attitude until I decided that needed to go.  When I made that decision, it still took me 14 years to get where I am today with myself where I accept and embrace all my dark parts because it's in those dark parts where are greatest strengths and talents lie but first we have to change how we see those dark parts and get them so they are serving our Core Self and not working against it.  That takes dealing with whatever trauma we experienced.  It's a process and the process is different for everyone.

I've realized it's really changing the paradigm or how we think about things that creates the most change and heals us; having better connection with our self.  It takes courage to be radically honest with ourselves about what is working and what is not and CONSCIOUSLY CHOOSING to change things so that they are working for us AND for those around us.

My motto has been for a long time, "I am the change I wish to see".  It's been part of the "signature" on all my outgoing emails for a long time now.  I also strive for the win/win choice that is going to be the best for all concerned.  Most of the time it's just me but when I'm in a co-creative moment like when I'm going to spend time with my son, I do my best to include his choices into what we end up doing and when while still maintaining my role as "Mom" and making the best choices in that sense.  It's a difficult balance to keep sometimes.

The other "rule" I follow is the Golden One... I treat people the way I want to be treated.  I think that if we all made the commitment to follow that one rule that we'd all be a lot further along in our evolution.  If you follow just that one rule, everything else falls into place.  It's the one rule that follows the Law of Attraction:  You get back the energy you give out.  One catch here, I can hear people already; thinking that they would follow the rule so that nothing bad happens to them and I'm telling you, that's the wrong way to approach it.  That would be doing something out of fear and you'd end up creating a lot of negative karma for yourself.  Treating others the way you want to be treated has to be done from a space of love.  Because you love your neighbor as you love yourself and that's what keeps people from truly following this rule because they don't even love themselves much less their neighbor.

So how does one change that?  How does one truly Love themselves?  Well, for me, it took wanting a better relationship/connection with myself when I became aware of how my dysfunctional behaviors were not just affecting me, but the people I loved.  I decided I was done with making choices out of fear.  I started by listen to Abraham as channeled through Esther Hicks about the LOA because they would say the same thing different ways so that everyone would "get" what they were talking about.  She became very popular and I still listen to the vids she made of her workshops when I need reminders...

Then I was guided to go to Hawai'i for a bit and that was one of the hardest decisions and personal sacrifices I had to make.  It was about leaving mainstream living and all its aspects to devote the time to myself and facing my shit.  That meant leaving my then 7 year old son with his dysfunctional father and hoping for the best.  It ended up I was gone for 5.5 years but I came back a different person and my son noticed!  It made it all worth it!  This is just what I was guided to do for ME... I don't expect everyone to do something this drastic but it worked for me.

While in Hawai'i I went through what I first described as one of the WORST relationships I'd ever been through in terms of being drained emotionally and living with a narcissistic sociopathic person.  After pissing and moaning about him for a year to my bestie, I finally found a group that helped me find the pathways to healing most of the trauma I had been through, not just with him but from early on in my childhood.  I talk about this in previous posts called, "IFS, Vipasanna Meditation and Changes" and I think the one previous to that also. 

Now I look back on this relationship and see that it was the catalyst that was needed so that I would start to question myself and who I had been in that relationship and why it had not worked.  I am forever grateful for that relationship and for Aaron being who he is/was for me to start doing my own inner work.  But again, I had to shift how I saw him, myself and the whole situation to be able to come to a space of radical honesty and desire to change from being the "victim" to the "savior" of myself.  

You won't read about the details about my childhood and onward unless I decide to write a book about it because it's not about the details, it's what we do about what we've been through and how we handle it.  I don't believe in doing any more "intelligent bitching" or pissing and moaning about "problems" anymore because it keeps us stuck in the problem.  It doesn't offer any kind of solution and only adds negative energy to the problem... it's a vicious circle that can be hard to pull yourself out of.  I also don't give any energy to "regret" or resistance because it's futile.  Hence the quote I have from Buckminster Fuller, 
“You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something, build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.” That applies to ourselves as well as the system we live by.

When are people going to wake up to that? Very soon I hope. We are well on our way for sure.


In conclusion, healing really is about becoming conscious of what is unconscious in us, being radically honest with ourselves, changing how we see ourselves and then wanting to change what is not working.  Don't worry about the "how".  The how will present itself if the desire to change is true.  You just have to be open to different possibilities.

I realize that this post started out as being about how people connect through sharing negative experiences and ended up being about myself once again.  I can't help but to share my own experience in how I changed myself to have better connection/relationship with my (lower, ego) self because just to share the negative would, again, not have offered a solution and that's what I'm about now as well as empowering people, by telling my story, to know they can do it themselves.  I can't just talk about my "stuff" anymore without telling you how I healed it.  So there ya go!  ðŸ˜‰ðŸ’–💋💪

06 April, 2018

The End is Near

I just saw this this morning.  David Seaman is an investigative journalist who has been targeted recently because of his "PizzaGate" reporting.  Please listen to his message before YT takes it down.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pe-ng95yuek&t=0s&index=1&list=LLPUfigO1JkzX0aYLAsDrmWQ

Basically, his is celebrating (champagne and all) the imminent take-down of the cabal.  The indictments have been unsealed and he says we should start to see mass arrests very soon.

See also this article seen today on "Stillness in the Storm"; my goto website for up-to-date truth information.

https://stillnessinthestorm.com/2018/04/high-level-govt-officials-reportedly-flocking-to-doomsday-camps-what-do-they-know/

It's more like they are on the RUN!  lol  They have nowhere to hide and it will do them no good anyway.  Our galactic friends know where they are... 😉