The Rollercoaster (LMAO) and living in 5D😇

I watched this video a few days ago about the difference between living in 3D versus 5D.  I wish they would make this distinction in the video but they don't:  We are NOT leaving the 3rd Dimension!  We are NOT leaving the physical plane.  We ARE SHIFTING from the dense 3rd Density of the 3rd Dimension to the less dense 5th Density of the 3rd Dimension.  (Much like the Rainbow; each color is less dense and a different vibration, represented by the color, than the next) What that means is, as we move though Space, we are moving to a less dense area of Space as well as a higher vibration.  Our Consciousness is EXPANDING to include more perspectives (standing in someone else's shoes) and raising our vibration through cultivating compassion for our lesser (ego) selves and "others" through doing our "inner work" which is getting into the nitty gritty of our traumas and resolving them.

It was a great video and I realized as I was watching it that I've been experiencing living in 5D here and there.  It started a long time ago, however, I'm spending more and more time there consistently!  That is SO exciting to me! 

I KNOW without a doubt that for the last week or so, I've been in the 5th Density because on Friday, while dog sitting, I got together with a girlfriend and before that actually happened, it was one thing after another with delays, unexpected changes and the like but I never lost my patience or my humor throughout!  We were both laughing at all that was happening and I listened to this video again with her so she could hear about it as well.

Well, here I go again... I feel on top of the world for more than a few days and then BOOM!  I'm feeling my energy go back down in vibration from being triggered by the dogs that I sit for.  Oy Vey!  Have to laugh though... I know I can't blame them; wouldn't do me any good anyway.  I KNOW that they are just triggering me and that they are showing me I have some more work to do.  

I am feeling a quicker turn-around though.  Rather than staying there for days or even a week like it used to be, I'm only there for maybe a few hours or less!  I'm doing much better (and faster) at finding suitable ways to change my vibration to one that feels better.  

For one thing, we just had (yesterday) Venus going into Libra for the first time since the 1770's!  The renaissance was happening at that time with the explosion of classical music and art.  Video HERE

It's bringing more harmony and love to all our relationships.👫

I got to have a mini experience of that with my Son this morning.  I really missed out on knowing my own kid because I was living in Hawai'i from when he was almost 8 until 12.  I found out a few things about him today that I never knew!  It definitely brought my vibe up quite a bit.

I also apologized to the dogs about my own behavior to them (yelling mostly and just generally annoyed with their antics) and that helped.  

Being outside in nature helps a lot too and I also went to the gym for some red light therapy.  

So there you have it.  I can FEEL the difference in myself as opposed to a decade or even just a few years ago with changing my vibration to one that feels better.  It's happening faster, I'm remembering to actually DO it and I'm spending less time feeling lost, stuck and down in the dumps!  YAY!

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A Gift from a Friend

This is a very personal share; even a little daring? I might say?

I'll start at the beginning.  Over a year ago now, I met a young man that I felt an immediate energetic connection with.  Over the course of the last year, we would see each other at a park while playing disc golf and even play together once in a while.  I'll call him River even though that is not his name.

I pondered what this connection was about but never said anything to him.  I am definitely physically attracted to him, however, this went beyond anything physical or sexual.

I would see him with a young woman on the weekend, just the two of them throwing together and I made the (correct) assumption that she was his girlfriend. So many times I had wanted to invite him out for a coffee or tea to feel him out so to speak to see where he was at with me as well but it never felt appropriate to do so.  I thought I was feeling a similar energy in him that was attracted to me.  It always felt like there was "more to talk about".

I had to wonder because the first time I ever saw him, he had his dog with him that immediately came over to me, gave me a smile and whined that "I know you" sound and gave me the biggest dog kiss!  I always feel so honored to receive these kisses especially when they don't give them to just anyone.  This was the case here.  I think that may have really impressed River at the time and I started getting hugs from him after that.  I thought at the time that maybe he was just honoring me as an elder considering I'm more than twice his age!  I would also receive texts from him here and there just telling me it was good to see me when he did.  He's also give me compliments on "the down low"; never looking at me directly because there were always other people around and I think he was avoiding being too obvious.  He would tell me that whatever I was wearing for scent smelled good and I took the opportunity to get his number to I could send him the website from where I get it.

Well, about a month ago, It was lounging in bed trying to wind down.  I was on my computer doing some stuff when I got a text from him telling me again that it was good to see me that day.  I responded in kind and after he told me to have a lovely night, he sent some hearts and a 😘 and then some more hearts and then a GIF 'bubble heart'.  It was a little shock but again, I was just telling myself "he's just being nice".  Well this went on for a couple of hours; each of us sending different hearts to each other like it was a competition!😂   It brings a smile to my heart even this moment.  

We chatted some more and tried to "hang up" three times until I daringly sent him and emoji of two people sending kisses to each other with a heart between them.  He called me a tease and I said, no, flirt.  Then HE says, "wish we could do something about it".  My mind went wild!  So finally I'm like, OK, maybe there is something here?  I asked him what he was really saying.  He wanted to tell me in person so we decided to see each other the next day at another park.

We mostly chatted for what didn't feel as long at it was; THREE hours!  It was the most fun I'd had with a man in a long time.  He confirmed that he really liked me and yes he had a girlfriend.  I had been wanting to know this for so long!  I think he needed to "test the waters" so to speak and we had some brief but sweet kisses with each other.  He didn't really seem concerned about anyone seeing us and he even held my hand as we walked to his car and he drove me to mine.

I was a moment that I will cherish forever in my heart.  He brought me back to when I was like 16 when I had my first "crush".  💖

Since then, I've had to ask myself what that was about?  What was the point (for me) if he was already attached to someone?   I asked him the same question and he said he just needed to feel me out to see if I felt the same.  He wanted me to know he liked me.  It's still not all that clear why he felt the need to do that when he was already with someone.  

I'm OK with him having a girlfriend.  I DID tell him I'll never be the "other woman" (again.  Yeah, I've made my mistakes in the past) I'm not attached to any particular outcome of this friendship and I'm definitely satisfied with how things are. However... if they were to break up... that would change things.  I'm not hoping for that at all.  

So, this morning, I was lying in bed just before getting up, getting some tea and listening to Blossom Goodchild's latest channeling from the FOL and I suddenly "got" why this happened for me.  I had been doing a practice of gratitude for the Arcturians in an attempt to feel their energy and it shifted to gratitude for River...

I felt this enormous gratitude toward him for just accepting me as I am, wrinkles, sagging skin and gray hair.  He sees me beyond my body, feels my energy and doesn't care what I look like.  It didn't even seem to phase him when I told him how old I was.

I have gotten over all the insecurities that I have had over the years that made me somewhat of a "doormat".  However, lately as I'm getting older (I just turned 56) a new one has crept in about how my aging body is starting to look.  I've always looked younger than my age but wrinkles are starting to show up and I'm losing elasticity in my skin.  It's horrible what happens as we get older!  lol 

I have to say, it was quite the "stroking" for my ego to get this kind of attention, especially from someone as young as he is!💚

Once I got over that and all the stuff my ego mind was coming up with about this situation and I got my answer from him, I realized the gift he had given me.  I was somewhat worried about meeting a man (I've been single now for over a decade) that would accept my aging body and love me for who I am.  I certainly didn't expect that to come from someone so young but that makes it just that much sweeter.  

This gift has given me confidence in myself once again that I haven't had for a few years now and also that there ARE GOOD Men out there that can feel/see beyond the physical to truly adore me as I AM.💚💜💓💪😇 

My experience with Coronavirus (COVID)

Well, here I am; still a little pissed that I even got that shit!  lol 

However, I'm seeing the silver lining, if you will, because it's helping me to eliminate coffee and other things from my diet that just don't taste right anymore.  

I think the reason why I'm still a little upset about getting sick with it is because I don't get sick very often.  I'm generally pretty healthy.  The last time I was sick was March 17, 2018.  I remember because that was the day that I moved into the house that I still live in with my house mates.  I had been stressed about moving because I had been given a date to move by from my last house mate who was not a good match for me.

The other reason is that it's COVID!  I NEVER wanted to get sick with it just because of all the hype it's gotten and my knowledge that it was engineered in a fucking LAB by other Humans!  I guess I have to just get over that! 😂😝

This time, I got sick because one, my house mate brought it home after traveling overseas for a month and two, I was stressed about the situation my Mom is in and having heard that she felt ready to leave her body and also I have friends in Ft. Myers where the hurricane landed.  One lost almost everything and the other only lost part of his roof! 

While I was in bed for two plus days (I started feeling symptoms with a headache and fatigue on 9/28 and didn't get out of bed until 10/1) I didn't leave my bed except to use the toilet.  I was also getting hot flashes on and off the whole time.  It's not the worst I've ever felt, however, it has been the only time I've ever experienced a head ache for 3 days and fatigue for about a week and I didn't eat for 3 days.  My tongue got this icky coating on it that was more than usual for me.  I have that coating anyway from systemic Candida being in my blood from having leaking gut in the past... I didn't accumulate anything in my lungs but I think that the inflammation of my brain (headache) caused some production of mucus to soothe the irritation my brain went through and it drains into my sinuses and collects in my throat.  I get this horsey sounding cough and I spit out whatever comes out.  I can tell from looking at it it's collected some "junk" and I'm grateful to be rid of it!

I did something of a fast which I think was time enough for my body to clear out some junk and change a few things like my taste buds!  I did lose my sense of smell and taste for about 4 days but even now, two weeks later, things still don't taste right.  I could still taste sweet, salty, bitter and sour but I lost the taste of subtle flavors.  I have that back now and I'm waiting to see if my taste changes some more.  

I also had quit smoking pot for the last time.  I've "tested" myself by smoking a little bit with a friend and even THAT tastes different.  I don't like it anymore.  Grateful it's out of my life.  Don't get me wrong, it has served me well in the past but I just know it was time to let it go... it became too much of an all day, every day thing to escape the parts of my reality I wasn't too happy with.

I have to laugh because I feel like I'm in one of those situations where I'm realizing "be careful what you ask for".  I have been addicted to sugar literally since day one; my BIRTH.  The nurse put a bottle of sugar water in my mouth to shut me up when I wasn't with my Mom and she spent a few days in the military hospital where I was born.  I am KEENLY aware of my addiction and it has been a problem most of my life.

Well, I was asking for a way to kick it... damned if I have cut my sugar in HALF because of Covid.  I also can't stand the way coffee tastes anymore.  I'm not supposed to have any caffeine anyway so it's truly a blessing, however, this particular virus REALLY changed how I taste things!  I've become extremely sensitive to not only sugar but also salt (most things are too salty now) and anything with sulfur in it like garlic (I LOVED garlic and now I can't stand it!) and onion.  Chocolate is on that list too.  I think there must be something similar in the cacao beans that is also in coffee beans because chocolate does not taste "right" either.  Oh Pooh!😒

My house mates took really good care of me, especially Claudia.  They both went to the store to get whatever I asked for, gave me supplements of what I didn't already have and were just genuinely THERE for me.  I'm so grateful to have these people in my life! 

It's crazy to me to think that with all the supplements, daily detoxing and healthy eating I do, that I still got it.  I'm sure it could have been a LOT worse if I wasn't doing all that stuff; especially the zeolite spray for detox.

The other thing that happened while I was lying there in bed was my dreams were very vivid and CRAZY.

Hope this is helpful for anyone going through it!  

Love You!💚💜😇