What I've been experiencing lately

I haven't posted very much in the way of what I personally have been going through so I'll tell you a bit now...

After finding Glacia Rain and watching her video on ascension and "symptoms" we may experience, she mentioned one that until a day ago, I hadn't experienced.  She said that things may appear "pixelated".  When I woke up yesterday, I opened my eyes and what I was seeing (the bedroom I was in) looked exactly like that, pixelated!  It was seeing seeing squares.  I was seeing the room as I usually do but with what seemed like a screen over it but more focused on the screen (squares) than the background although both were in focus.  I hope that makes sense.  She also mentioned seeing flashes of light which I've been seeing for months now.  They are small, like seeing a pinprick of light showing through the apparent reality I'm looking at in the moment.  Most of the time it's just white but sometimes it's been blue, purple or green.

I still hear tones (softly) in one ear or the other, never both at the same time.  They are always at different pitches and only last for about 10 seconds or less.  It's NOT tinnitus.

I have more frequent "hits" of intuition.  They are most often about mundane stuff, like silly details about my clients that I work for.  I think these happen so as to give me "practice" of hearing the difference between an ego thought and the quick picture or one word I'll see/hear.  I get intuition on the "big" stuff also but that's usually when I've asked for clarification or I'm listening for an answer to a question I've asked.

About 10 days ago, I got awakened at about 2AM and after relieving myself and going back to bed, I lay there wanting to go back to sleep and I was aware of old memories of previous relationships with men that I had forgotten about.  It was stuff that was being dredged up to be cleared.  They were also memories that I had chosen at the time to forget because they were painful.  Times when I had said or done something that hurt someone else.  This was also mentioned by Glacia Rain but it's not the first time I've had this experience.  It has been years since I can remember being aware of this happening.

I'm still finding it somewhat exasperating that I have this ego personality that is bent on "protecting" me by using judgment to push people away, making others wrong and name calling although I have a pretty good handle on that.  lol  Name calling is the one aspect I have better control over.  I don't say it to their face by I allow myself to think it.  For now, that seems the best temporary solution until I this part will allow me to work with it.  Not that this is any excuse but I got name calling from my Mom.  That was one the ways she verbally abused me.  There is a certain "satisfaction" in calling someone a dumbass, moron or a fucking idiot!  lmao

For years now, I've had heart flutters that have never been scary at all and I've read are how my heart is keeping up with the changes in frequency.  That makes sense to me.  I know I have a solid connection with Gaia and her own frequency is changing.  We call it the "Schumann Resonance".  Scientists erroneously think that this will never change but keeping in mind that our planet is a living, sentient being as we are but with a MUCH bigger body, she is going through massive changes in her own body that we are becoming witness to as in the huge volcanic event going on in Hawai'i right now.

Ever since I was a kid I've had a "special" connection with animals.  Today, my main way of creating income is by house/pet sitting and dog walking.  I sometimes can see when I tell them to do something by telling them what I WANT and not what I DON'T want that they understand me and they do what I ask.  My telepathic connection to animals is increasing.  Note:  telepathy is NOT the same thing as mind reading.  Telepathy is communication with pictures and that IS how animals communicate with their minds.  They have other ways of communication as well.

I have increasing sensitivity to certain foods like sugar.  I can't eat as much as I used to which I'm grateful for.  Right now, I can't imagine not having some kind of sugar everyday but I hope in the near future, I will change that.  I also rarely eat beef anymore.  I still enjoy the occasional hamburger but less and less often.  Eventually, I may get the point energetically where I no longer want to eat ANY meat but for now, I'm still a carnivore.  I also can't eat as much dairy as I used to and I've learned to substitute coconut milk when I need milk for a recipe.  I've learned to pay more attention to how my body feels when I eat so that I'm aware of how it's reacting and I can take steps to eliminate what I need to.

I've also had days over the last month where I've often felt like I needed a nap.  I've heard that these are periods when we need time to integrate our "upgrades".  I have also felt moments where I've felt "heavy" and moments where I've felt extremely "light" as in weight.

I still go through periods of impatience that, honestly, I just wish would quit but I guess I have yet to accept that I'm right where I'm supposed to be as well as everyone else and everything is happening in diving timing! lol

I still also need lots of time to myself not only to integrate the new energy that is coming to us but I just get tired of dealing with people in general.  Many people whether they realize it or not take more energy than they give.  I often feel drained of energy if I'm in a group or crowd of people that are not connected to their own source and are actively giving as much energy as they are receiving.  I've always had a difficult time being in big crowds being an empath and picking up on everyone's energy.

Over the last few days I've had a "rash of luck".  I went to a party held for members at the bike shop I volunteer at and I won a door prize and got to choose what I wanted so I have a brand new pair of bike gloves!  When I hung out with my son on the same day, I got 2 free games playing pinball.  I know to some that's not a big deal and it's not but it sure is fun to win things for free!  I've also had some luck when biking to avoid the rain coming.  I'd like to say that my prayers are being answered when I ask for it to hold off until I get where I'm going and maybe it's true because more often than not, I avoid the rain when I'm on my bike.  I don't really believe in "luck" anymore.  I follow intuitive guidance and that is how I create what I really want.  I don't really try to "avoid".  That's resistance and I no longer give resistance to anything.  I go with the flow and either keep going or jump out!  I also found something I thought that I'd lost that was not really that important but it was something I used a lot.

I continue to get timely messages through different sources that makes life interesting a fun.

That's all for now....💋💖🌀

"Ascension Symptoms"

I have been going through some physical stuff for many years now that I'd like to share.  There have been a few articles written about this that is linked here.  I will also list at the bottom ones that I have experienced that are on this list (copy/paste)

I have experienced many of the symptoms listed on this website but not all of them.

For as long as I can remember, I have had what I call, "heart flutters".  It's a short lived, sometimes hard pounding that my heart goes through.  It never lasts long and it does NOT happen at regular intervals.  I've always known (intuitively) it's nothing to worry about and I have never gone to see a doctor about it.  I keep it to myself except with close family because I don't want to hear what other people have to say about it... like I need to see a doctor.😖 (where is the "eyeroll" face when you need it!) lol

For at least the last 20 years, I have been getting tones in my ear.  It's not tinnitus, it doesn't hurt and I get that they are "downloads" or "upgrades" going on.  They do NOT happen at regular intervals.

I'll hear a quiet tone that is always steady but changes in pitch each time I hear it.  It's always preceded by a pressure change in my ear like putting your ear up to a shell.  I know it's a pressure change because I can now feel it.  When it first started happening, it was like I said; putting a shell up to my ear to hear the ocean.  They don't last long and they are not outside of me.  I can put may hand over my ear and still hear it.

A few months ago, I felt my tailbone vibrating.  It only lasted a few days but it would happen at regular intervals.  It felt like a soft buzzing.

Also a few months ago now, I started getting what I thought was a rash.  My lower lumbar region started to itch; specifically the area between the 2 dimples above my butt.  I couldn't see anything.  It's not red and doesn't look any different, even though I scratch it quite a bit.  The area feels different that the rest of my skin.  It feels a little dryer and nothing I have put on it has helped it to go away.  I asked some dowsing questions about it about a month ago and I got that it's where my body is starting to change.  I have read that our bodies are going to change from Carbon 12 to Carbon 7.  You can find that blogpost here.  I suggest watching the video... it's pretty cool.

Within the last few days; Feb. 13th, I have felt a "buzzing" in my lower abdomen.  I thought at first I was feeling the wind blow or it was my phone etc but I have felt it while sitting still and when I put my hand over the spot, I don't feel it with my hand but I can still feel the sensation inside.  Have no idea what that is about.

I have known for many years that this cycle of ascension is different than all the rest before because we have the choice to take our bodies with us.  I know I made that choice and I believe that the "rash" and the vibrations I've been feeling are part of that.  It must be a gradual process or would wouldn't live through it.

I'm excited about this possibility!  I have known for many many years that this is my last incarnation on Mother Gaia and I feel very honored to be here getting "the best of the last".  I have many of those experiences!

List of my own experiences:

You just 'know' or sense that something is happening/changing. You just feel different for reasons you can't explain.  

Sudden changes in body temperatures; increased sensitivity or intolerance to heat or cold; abnormal heat and/or cold in certain body parts. 

Frequent headaches; head pressure or other unusual sensations in the crown area; warmth, tingling, pinpricks, pulsating energy.  (Mostly this happened for me after 30 day fast)

Increase in sensitivity of smell; strange smells from time to time that seem to come out of nowhere; Sinus and allergy issues.  

Changes in vision and perception; catching glimpses of shadows, mist or smoke, flashes of light, sparkles, colors and swirling forms of energy. ( this has been happening for a looong time.  I think is seeing glimpses of other entities in the 4th density)

Periods where you feel extremely cold for long periods of time or have a chill in your body, cold hands or feet; circulation issues. 

Changes in diet, appetite and eating habits; Sudden cravings for or aversions to certain foods; Unexplainable weight gain or loss. 

Sudden intolerances/allergies to certain food or other products and chemical sensitivities. 

Changes in sleep patterns; waves of extreme fatigue that come and go unexpectedly; periods of restlessness or insomnia; a need for more or less sleep than normal.

Increase in daydreaming, fantasy; flashes of insights and visions; increased creativity and imagination. 

Intense waves of heat throughout the body, hot flashes, chills or night sweats; feeling extremely hot or waves or warming energy in various chakra centers. 

Increased static electrical charge in the body; energy 'zaps', tingles, itching, pinpricks; muscle spasms or twitches that occur sporadically in certain parts of the body. 

Sporadic bursts of increased energy or inspiration; feeling hyper-active or frantic energy; panic attacks; accelerated mental energy; racing or scattered thoughts.  

Exteme sensitivity; feeling over-emotional; Episodes of crying for no apparent reason or bouts of hysterical laughter for no apparent reason. 

Periods of intense frustration, anger or rage, short-tempered or easily agitated or impatient. 

Feeling more drawn to be in nature and in more serene environments. (This has always been true)

A sudden increase in synchronicity (meaningful coincidences); seeing 11:11 or other recurring numbers often. (This happened more when I let go of fear, did my inner work etc and REALLY took charge of my life in a more pro-active, loving way)

Abrupt changes with job, friends, hobbies, interests, or living environments or strong urge to relocate. (same reason as above)

A need for more personal space and alone time; introversion. (always)

Feeling invisible, alienated or detached from from others and/or the world around you. (I've actually been invisible!)

A deep longing to go Home even though you may not know where 'home' is. (since childhood)

A sense of urgency like you are running out of time or that 'something is about to happen. 

Feeling ungrounded at times, scattered or spacey thoughts; feeling detatched or in a dream-like trance. (lol... that could have been the pot!)

Time distortions; losing track of time; a sense that time is 'speeding up' or 'slowing down' at various moments.  (all the time!)

You begin to see halos of light around people, animals and objects; distorted or blurred vision; sensitivity to bright light; more intense closed-eye visions.  (first time was when I was 15 during half-time at a basketball game I was playing)

Increased Telepathy with other people and animals; flashes of insight and increased Intuition. (I have noticed this over a long period of time.)

Feeling that you have a Divine purpose on the planet and that you are on a special 'mission'. (for a long time)

Profound feeling of love, peace, understanding and interconnectedness with All things. (only a few times)

Increased psychic awareness and sensitivity, clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, and intuition. 

Bizarre or intense dreams; prophetic or precognitive dreams or dreamlike visions occuring more often. (throughout my life but not recently)

A feeling that something is 'about to happen' or something important is coming, although you don't know what or when.  (I have felt that recently with regard to "the event" coming by the end of March)


I hope this has been helpful for you to understand that what you may be experiencing is part of our rise in energy, ascension or whatever you wish to call it.  I'm going through it too!  We ALL ARE.😍