Quick Update

I have to interrupt the current story for a really cool newsflash!😄💖

I will be brief.  I am having a very clear experience of how changing ones thoughts (perspective) about something or someone can really shift the whole situation overnight!

I have a new client that is very desperate for help and just after a few days, I wasn't sure I wanted to continue.  There is a lot I really appreciate about her like how organized she is and that my work there is never hard or dirty.  She keeps up with everything very well.  She's patient, trusts that I know what I'm doing and generous.  There was also something I couldn't put my finger on kind of thing that was bugging me.

I had some explorative conversations with my housemates as to what could be going on (with HER of course😂) as to why I was feeling what I was feeling.  I realized later that while it was still helpful to a degree, it still cast more of a negative light on her that was all assumptions.

That night I recognized that I was trying to rescue her and also that I was afraid of facing myself!  She herself, is a "rescuer".  It's not a bad thing, it's a misdirection of energy that should be going towards one's self instead of being projected outward.  I had succumbed to her dominant energy of needing to be rescued and part of me wanted to fulfill that!

She needs so much help that she's been unable to keep up with her work.  Of course, I have my own ideas about what is going on but that's beside the point.  The point being that after I saw what my ego was doing, I realized I can let her stuff (whatEVER it may be) be her stuff, offer help and wait to be asked and therefore let it go and not spend any of my mental energy "fixing" her problems in my head.

The next day, it was a totally different experience!  She wasn't stressed and I was actually happy to be there whereas the day before I felt a mild dread of going.  The next day was the same joyful experience.  Now I feel like I'm in service to her rather than feeling some (resentment maybe?) at going because I saw her as being "needy".  Now I'm more like her guardian angel in the flesh and happy to help.

Part of me wants to give her more of my time than I feel I should.  I'm hyper aware that I need to keep all of my activities in balance.  I have not had this level of activity in my life since 2017 when I stopped driving the taxi.  I'm doing very well, I think, juggling everything I have going on.😁💪💖

Longer than expected but I felt the need to add some detail so you get what I'm saying.  I changed HOW I was seeing her and THAT was what changed "the movie".  I wonder if I may have jumped a time-line doing that! 😲💞😎

 

What it means to me to be a Lightworker

I seem to remember re-reading a post from probably 2006 or so when my blog was on MySpace about what a Lightworker is.  It wasn't in my own words but I posted it because I thought it was better than what I could have written at the time.

Now I'd like to give my own version.

a lightworker is a brave soul who answered the call of Gaia to come and anchor light to Earth to help in the process of her ascension.  It is Earth that has made the choice to ascend and humans get to go along for the ride.  We may be teachers but we did not come to teach.  Many of us, I believe, already mastered 3D and came back for the challenge of changing density from a higher one to a lower one, being birthed into that lower density and overcoming all the different circumstances we set ourselves up for to help Gaia rise up to the 5th density that she has already been at; having fallen to the 3rd some time ago.

As we go along, we rise into more of our own light, anchor more light, rise more, anchor more etc.  It's a gradual process and many times there are steps taken back as well before we make a huge leap forward.  We "enlighten" ourselves and help others do the same with "reminders"; individual gifts that we all bring with us.  We are shining our light in the darkest of places to remind those on the "darker path" that they are divine as well and we honor them for their service to the light by their darker choices.

We are not "better than" those on the darker path, just on a different mission.  We balance the dark until we reach the "tipping point" when light will overcome dark and we will be catapulted forward into a lighter density (5th) never to experience the lower vibrations again.

Some of us are here just to anchor light and some of us have a different mission.  I think when the time is right for each of us that we will regain our memories of past lives and our akash and we will know without a doubt what we came to do.  Before that happens, we much overcome our ego so as not to get lost on a trip about our mission.

Most of humanity is traumatized from being on a planet that exploded.  That would be what the Egyptians called Tiamat or another name was Maldek; what is now called the Asteroid belt.  Lightworkers were not on the planet when it exploded.  They were elsewhere in the Universe on different planets living a different life.  They have come from all over the Galaxy and other Galaxies to help; having already had many lifetimes (sometimes) on Earth.

The Sun has its role in the ascension process as well.  It delivers timely flares and energy channeled from the Galactic Center to aid in the upliftment of energy.

Beings from all over the Universe are watching to see if we make it!  All eyes are on us but no one is allowed to interfere.  That would negate the grand experiment going on to see if we can do it on our own and I KNOW that we are doing it!  We have tried several times before and failed but not this time...👏👌💖💪😊

One of the 144,000

I have hesitated to tell people about a particular experience that I had back in April of 2013 because of the feedback that I thought I might get but I think it's time to reveal it because it may help other people who have had similar experiences, to understand how significant the time we are in RIGHT NOW really is and to explain why I think I'm one of the 144,000.

I'm not going to go into any great depth about the 144,000 because I already have a blog entry about it.  Basically, they are the people who, by choosing to live as the best version of themselves every moment, are the ones who will lead the shift in energy from living in the 3rd density to living in the 5th density.  They are the "chosen ones" by their own choosing.  It's not an ego trip; it's an honor and we've done it before.

I was on Maui and hanging out with a dear sister named Rebecca when I got given some really good liquid LSD.  As I tell you what happened, please don't discount it because it was triggered by an LSD trip!

I asked Rebecca if she wanted to share it with me and go on a "trip" together and she agreed.  We decided we'd go to this little cave that is on the beach in Kihei on the southern coast of Maui.  We got there early and a guy with a dog and a guitar was already there.  Rather than try to tell him what we were doing, we hung out and waited for him to leave.  In looking back, I realize how important this meeting was for me because it put me in the energy of my heart.  My original intention was just to have some fun with Rebecca and because this guy was attracted to me and we hit it off so well, I was in a state of bliss when he left.

We took the LSD well after dark and a little later than I had wanted and while we were waiting for it to "kick in" we hung out in the cave with our sleeping bags and chatted about random stuff.  I was lying on my stomach on my sleeping bag when all of a sudden, I felt all this energy come in through my crown chakra and it was so intense that it made me laugh and my feet were pounding on the sand back and forth from it.  I intuitively knew that this was Gaia and she was sharing her energy with me!  I felt orgasms of energy as I witnessed her "birth" as a planet.  Over the next few minutes, I had visions go through my head of her existence in linear time.  The only thing I remember from this were the dinosaurs and I think that's because I was only allowed to see what my mind could comprehend at the time.  Since then, I have learned a LOT about her history, much of which I think would have scared me and I would not have been able to handle what I was seeing.

When it got to the point where humans showed up, I started to feel the pain she was in from all the ways we have polluted and hurt her out of our ignorance.  She wasn't "blaming" but just showing/sharing with me how she felt.  I started to say out loud, "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!" over and over and I felt like I was apologizing on behalf of the whole of the population of Earth.  I was sobbing tears of pain, hurt and sadness for how she felt.

When she was done showing me what she wanted me to see, I felt the energy leave and I immediately got over the emotions I had been feeling.  A few minutes later, I felt it again; all this energy coming in through my crown and this time it was "Jesus".  I was laughing uncontrollably because the energy felt so good and it was so intense.   I don't remember what I was seeing but I got the distinct impression that I was being reminded of part of my purpose and a particular contract that I had accepted.  I remember seeing a crucifixion but it wasn't Jesus, it was me (Jesus wasn't the only one crucified on a "cross".)  I don't remember what I was saying but that was when Rebecca, who had just been watching all this happen to me pulled me out of the cave while she was saying, "OK, Riox, time to come out, time to come out of it!" I remember being aware of what was going on but even though Rebecca interrupted what was going on, it continued.  I dropped to my hands and knees and I remember saying, "Please, please don't make me do this again!" while I was crying and feeling fear.  I remember "hearing", "Don't worry, you won't be crucified."  I was being given an "out" of my contract because we are never "made" to do anything.  Our contracts change all the time because of circumstances and choice changes.  I pounded my fist on the sand and said, "Dammit!" in acceptance of this contract.  I stood up slowly and said, "I am the One." and I immediately felt intense energy coming in through my heart chakra.  I felt incredibly empowered by it and at the same time worried about what this meant and what the path would look like for me.

The Sun was coming up as I stood up and I was facing the Sun when I said I was the One.  I wasn't saying I was "The One" as it sounds as being the ONLY One, I was saying I was "The One" as in the Whole.  The Whole of Humanity is God and I was proclaiming being that ONE.  And not that I am God all by myself.  We are ALL GOD (gods individually) I hope that makes sense.

When that was over and I received my Christed Heart energy, a few minutes later, it happened again.  I don't really remember how I received this energy but I do remember feeling very ancient, hunched over and very MALE.  I knew that Merlin had come to contact me.  By this time, it was obvious that Rebecca was there to be my witness because she definitely was NOT on her own trip!  This time she joined me in mine.  I don't remember the beginning of what I said but it was something about what he was there to do through me with her.  I remember calling her "My Dear" and while I was still speaking English, I was using language that I was not used to using like, art and thou.  I do remember telling her, "You know what we have to do." and she said, "yes".  She was already lying on the sand and I remember doing some kind of hand movements while I was talking to her but not using any kind of "magic words" that I remember.  At the end of this, I remember telling Rebecca that we had either started or ended a cycle and it was for all of humanity.

After it was all over, we sat for a few minutes to absorb all that had happened.  I remember standing in front of Rebecca and I suddenly realized that Rebecca and I had been friends for THOUSANDS of years!  I dropped to my knees in reverence and gratitude for her and for being there to support me while I went through this.  We are still in touch even though our lives have taken different directions.  She is going through the experience of Marriage and Motherhood as I continue on my path of enlightenment to fulfill whatever it is I came to do.

For a few days after, I felt like a zombie as I came down from the trip and my body had to readjust itself.  I stopped wearing shoes for a while and stopped eating with metal utensils and took all the metal out of my body (piercings).  I still use bamboo flatware to eat with to this day.

Here is a picture of Rebecca and I that I took right after all this happened.  You can see part of the cave in the background.

I know how all this sounds and that's why I am hesitant to share it.  I can admit there is a small part of me on an "ego trip" about this and at the same time I'm scared shitless about what I may encounter on my path that may be dangerous or present itself as an obstacle.  For the most part, I am completely humbled and honored that I have this responsibility.  I keep in mind that we never give ourselves anything we can't handle and that helps to dispel any fear that may come up.  It's also been 5 years since this happened and I believe that by the time I am to fulfill this contract, I will have sufficiently prepared myself for the part, whatever that is.  I have a vague idea and that comes from a prophetic dream I had almost 20 years ago.

I was climbing a mountain and dealing with obstacles as they came up and when I got to the top of the mountain, I saw a pool of crystal clear, calm water surrounded in natural rock in a round formation.  I dove in, went to the bottom and when I came out, I looked around and I saw a hand full of women (only women)at the top of the mountain with me but far enough away that I knew they were all on the top of their "own" mountain.  I looked up to my left and in the sky I saw a gigantic US flag rippling toward me.  I reached up to take it and felt this kind of "impish"energy; not in a negative way but like, "Oh boy! They have no idea what is coming!" as I covered my mouth with the flag and my eyes went side to side.  I interpret that as I am going to take on the USA somehow.  I have a few ideas of what that may look like but I will keep those to myself since I'm just speculating.

Pretty crazy huh?!  I know, but it really happened.  I get more excited about why I'm here as I get more information about my True Self.  I've had a soul reading, akashic records reading and other prophetic dreams that give me bits and pieces of information as well as the research I do on my own.  Right now I'm in a phase where life is just really good.  I'm creating a life I love and fulfilling dreams I've had for a long time.  My first passion is animals and I make my money dog walking and pet/house sitting.  It works out great for me because I love travel too so it's no big deal for me to pack up and live in another house for a week or two.  It gives me time to do the volunteer work I love to do and I'm about to work on getting the body I've always wanted as a volunteer trainer of the Zaaz machine.  Life is exciting, however I'm also aware through one particular relationship that I still have some work to do with my ego.  I am so grateful to be aware of it though.  At the very least I have managed to become the conscious director of my life and my thoughts even though there is at least one part of my ego that chooses to remain hidden for whatever reason.

Well, that's the end of the story.  I hope, if you're reading this and you've had your own similar experience that you have the courage to share it without worry as to how others will take it... 👌💖😇

The Four Laws of Creation

The Four Laws of Creation:

I. The Law of Attraction: Like attracts like. Whatever is in your mind AND your heart, you will attract a like energy or frequency. Sometimes that appears to be an opposition. IE: If you think you are a victim, you will attract one who will victimize you.

II. The Law of Intention: This is the "vehicle" for individual manifestation. Intentionally applying the proper emotion to send with your "order" will increase the speed with which your "order" will manifest.

III. The Law of Allowance: This is a crucial step in the manifestation process. The thought(I) with the proper emotion(II) must be ALLOWED(III) to manifest without the usual worry as to how, when, where etc.

Intelligence is not confined to the human brain/mind. It is part of the potentiality that flows through the process of creation. In other words, thought can think and must be allowed to do so in this process.

What this looks like is: You have a, lets hope, positive thought; one that is for the benefit of all, you add the proper emotion(Gratitude) and you release it to the universe to "let thought think". You wait expectantly and patiently while you continue to make "baby steps" towards you desired goal, having faith and knowing that it is on its way. As soon as you worry at to how, why, when etc., you have just changed the "order" and pushed it away. (Worry says: I don't believe in the process and I need to control how this happens) It is not necessary to control this process. Let it Happen. As long as you have the intentionally used the Laws for the benefit of All, you have nothing to worry about. Conversely, if you have intentionally used them to manipulate, coerce, or cause harm to someone else, LOOK OUT!

IV: The Law of Balance: This Law happens automatically when the first three are applied in HARMONY.

As noted above, you are using the Universal Law of Attraction and its process involves like energy attracting more like energy. If you cause a problem for someone else as a purposeful use of this Law, then what you create for someone else, you also will experience. It is two sides of the same coin. One is presented to the other person and one is presented to you. If one is serious in attempting to understand this Law, then look at the events that have already been experienced and one will see that this has been the case many times. When you have wished a blessing for someone else, you also experienced one, not in exactly the same way, but in something of importance and meaning for you. Then, of course, the opposite is also true. When we wish ill on another and add feelings of jealousy or contempt and that is the focus, we inevitably will experience a "like" experience that we wished on our "enemy".

I have felt the growing need to release this information to the world because of the movie "The Secret". The Secret only tells you about the first Law, the Law of Attraction. It is not complete and people shouldn't think that all they need is positive thoughts. Intention has been and will continue to be the key to this process.

This is a process that works whether you believe in it or not. It's like gravity. It's there and you are constantly being affected by it.

So, the question is, now that you know the "whole story", do you continue to allow yourself to ignore this information or do you bring more consciousness into your mind so that you can use the Laws to benefit the whole.
Everything starts with the individual. It is up to each individual to leave behind the consciousness of victim hood and start using these Laws for their own benefit while keeping in mind the benefit of others and then once it is incorporated into daily life, shift it to a global scale and manifest a new existence, one that works for the good and best for all concerned.
The statement, "for the good and best for all concerned" can be used for everything that is desired on an individual level. No one is left out and it a guarantee that the intention is not of a negative nature.

What I have found in my own experience of using these Laws is that more often than not, what I desire is almost always of a higher frequency than I am able to attract at that moment. Leaps in frequency are possible, but at the present time, there are a myriad of frequencies of a lower nature that keep us from reaching higher frequencies by those leaps and bounds. I have therefore found it necessary to eliminate those lower frequencies that keep me from attaining my "higher" goals.

I feel it is imperative for everyone to do the same if they wish for a "better life". Educate yourself. Take a good look at your life and determine for yourself what may be holding you back. Is it the well-meaning friend that does nothing but complain about how bad their life is? The Laws of Attraction work in EVERY instance. Consciously or not.

I am not perfect. I have fallen and continue sometimes to fall into the same traps that everyone else does with regard to eliminating those things which I deem inappropriate in my life to achieve the goals I have. We still have to live. The way our society is structured(intentionally I might add) prevents us from seeing the truths that we need to recognize if we are to change our own dynamic. Then we need to consciously choose what it is we need change and then do it. All of the distractions we have facing us make that difficult to say the least. Things like TV, cell phones, a job, paying bills, entertainment and I could go on and on. All of these things distract us from seeing what is really going on in our world. Not to mention the careful orchestration of the barrage of lies told to us by the media.

It is not for me to say what everyone else should do, but what I'm doing to continually increase my own frequency so that I may attract that which I know in my heart I want is to consciously take note of those people, situations and things in my life that I feel bring my frequency down and give gratitude to those people, situations and things for showing me what I need to change or be aware of without feeling contempt for those people, situations or things. I find that most of the time, the people will move on, out of my life or I restructure my time so that I do not make time for those people to be in my life. Situations resolve themselves, and the things either disappear on their own or I come to a place where I am able to let them go on my own.
Again, I am a work in progress. So is everyone else! Do not worry if you are trying to make changes in your life and it doesn't manifest quite the way you expect it. We continually manifest situations for our awareness and sometimes for a lesson to learn. We won't stop manifesting the lessons until we "get it". So "get it" and move on!

I wish you the best in understanding how these Laws work. It is my intention that EVERYONE understand and apply these Laws for the good and best for ALL concerned.
Namaste, Riox