Karma

I have been wanting to write about this for a long time.  We have been taught that Karma means retribution or payback or something similar, which has kept us in a belief that supports us being unworthy, powerless and victims of life.  

I found a video from Bashar that fully explains what Karma REALLY is and I hope you will listen to it.  I trust Bashar/Darryl Anka without doubt.  The information I have received over the years from Bashar has cemented my trust in Darryl Anka, who channels Bashar (for 40 years now!) Bashar has a unique way of explaining concepts by breaking it down into understandable bits.

If we are to heal ourselves, (no one else heals us) then we must take responsibility for what we believe and change those beliefs (thoughts that we continue to think) that do not resonate or feel good so that we have a better foundation of knowledge to utilize in our journey back to ourselves and back to wholeness.

I also highly recommend the channel on YouTube that this is from. 

Open Letter of Forgiveness to those on "the dark path"

The first thing you should know, to those of you reading this, that no matter what path you're on (dark or light), I LOVE YOU!  Let me explain how that can be.

I Love EVERYONE because I KNOW and FEEL without a doubt the Oneness that IS.  That is to say, I have an inner/over/understanding that ALL is Source Energy, that we are ALL from the same Source without exception to the inclusion of Earth herself and ALL of her inhabitants and beyond.

That said, I also have a broader/expanded view of our existence here on Gaia to further inner/over/understand the "bigger picture" if you will of why we are here; the purpose of our Collective AND individual experiences here in this TEMPORARY reality.

I want you to know that I understand the role of the Ones who have chosen the "dark path"; to be in stark contrast to the "lighter path" so that the choice can be made to choose what FEELS best on both the individual and collective level.  

There is no good/bad or right/wrong about it!  We are simply following the rules of this Uni-verse in order to "play the game" if you will.

We are at the precipice of this choice given the disclosure of information that is about to come out what "the dark ones" have been up to.

There are MANY who already know what has been going on and (you) know this!  This is what (you) are afraid of.  It's understandable.  

However, MOST do not know and the time has come for all of you on this "dark path" to make your own choice before this disclosure happens.

Because I have had this knowing for many years now, I have processed all of the emotions related to having this information and the understanding I have of "the bigger picture" is what prompts me to follow through with Forgiveness.  Truly!💖

However, I cannot speak for the ones ABOUT to find out!  They will be outraged, angry, sad, mortified and will want heads to roll... literally!  😢  That is also understandable.

This "disclosure" is inevitable!  It MUST happen for this ascension process in vibration to complete itself.  We MUST COLLECTIVELY accept the Truth of what it REALLY means to BE on this "dark path".  You, who have chosen this path, are the Beings of Light that LOVED THE REST OF US SO MUCH that you chose this most difficult role; to BE that contrast in duality.  You, like the rest of us, have just forgotten in order to play this "game".  I am SO GRATEFUL to ALL who have done this because I know I wouldn't have wanted to do this (lol) and ironically, I have, in other lifetimes/timelines, been that dark being.  However, I AM THE ONE who is stepping up to be the example for others to show that I DO accept that Truth and hold the highest regard (in spiritual terms) for those on this "dark path" and forgive them for their errs in judgment/discernment and the atrocities they have had to commit to be that contrast!

Now, to go a little deeper here... there is other information that will not come out not immediately but that I am still aware of.  It is about the being(s) that are behind all of this... nastiness.  To eliminate unnecessary explanation, I invite you to watch this video from someone I have found to be quite credible given the information he puts out there. 

Now, I know what you could be thinking... this isn't TRUE!  But what if it is true?  What would that mean for those on this dark path?  It would mean you have a choice.  You, so far, have chosen to stay with the playbook feeling compelled into keeping to the "playbook" for appearances and the slight hope that maybe it's not true and that somehow you can pull off this "dark agenda".  

Well, I can assure you, per vibration alone (and you know this) this ascension IS HAPPENING!  There is NO stopping it; it is already collectively decided!

I alert you to another choice:  Surrender!  Surrender to that spark of Divine Light that YOU ARE!  It's never to late to change your mind.  The end of this "dark path" is coming, you also know this.  That end can happen a multitude of ways.  It can mean your arrest, prosecution and/or your incarceration/death by capitol punishment or suicide. (which, while it would be appropriate karma in terms of this physical reality given the atrocities committed but that I don't agree with) OR, you can realize on your own that the possibility does exist that you can be forgiven because I HAVE DONE IT!  AND you must do it for yourselves.

So, if there is ANY doubt in your mind about the path you have chosen and you wish to make another choice that feels better, NOW would be the time to take the leap of faith that will be needed to TRUST that your fellow Beings in Light are ready to embrace you... to accept you in the truth of your role... to Love you as they do themselves and as I do, because, I would rather see as many of you come with us to the next "level" if you will, than spend another few cycles starting over because of stubborn egocentricity or because you take yourself out of the game to escape.  THERE IS NO ESCAPE and there is no need to fear what you will inevitably face... the Truth of your own choice and the karma you have to repay to bring balance back into being.  It won't be as bad as you think.  WHATEVER your choice ends up being, you will either start over from scratch or you will ascend with the collective.  The Dark Agenda will NOT succeed!

I leave you now in Peace, Love and with the knowledge of the choice you have before you.  It is yours alone.💖💪👪🙏  Godspeed to you!

Thought Creates Reality

Dr. Masaru Emoto's research on water is what PROVES that thought creates reality.  It may not be said exactly as that but that's what it means when it's said that our consciousness affects water.  His work was featured in the movie "What the Bleep Do We Know" and I highly recommend watching it.  Consciousness doesn't affect JUST water, it affects EVERYTHING!  The whole "it's a particle and it's a wave" thing is the same thing only that is about observation.  It is related for sure.  Just observing something changes it.  We may not be aware of the thoughts we are having while we observe but it's still happening.

The Law of Attraction (also called The Law of Cause and Effect or Karma) is just one law that is involved in this creation.  The LOA simply says that like energy will attract like energy.  That means whatever energy you are giving the Universe to work with is what you are going to get back.

Intention is also important.  That's where our "free choice" comes into play.  Do we seek to hurt or help, hate or love, do bad or do good?  It's important to realize here that our creation must be "in the best interest of all concerned" for it to come to us.  We are also working with the free will of others.  You may want the "guy next door" but he may not want you.  You're going to get what is in the highest and best for ALL (we are all ONE).  This Law is actually the foundation of the LOA because when you set your intention your free will choice is dictating the energy or vibration you hold.

Then there is The Law of Allowance.  That is about letting go of expectation of how, when and what our creation will look like when it comes to us.  It's about getting the ego out of the way to allow the Universe to perform its "magick" to give us what we have vibrationally asked for.  This is probably the hardest for people to understand.  They must "get out of the way" to get what they asked for.  This is why it's so important to know your own ego so you can see/hear/feel when you are getting in the way.  Our own beliefs fall into play with this Law as well.  Do you believe that you deserve what you are asking for?  Are you even aware of how you may be getting your own way?  And let me tell you this also, if you have any thoughts based in unhealthy competition, it's not going to work the way you want it because you are expecting someone NOT to get what they want so you can get what you want and in that thought alone that you may not even be aware of, you will be the one NOT getting what you want.  Part of that is based in lack thinking.  Thinking there is not enough to go around or for everyone to have what they want and it's just not true.  That is a complete fallacy!

Over the years, I've seen many instances where one or more of these laws are left out of teachings.  I definitely think that the "controllers' have had a hand in hijacking the spiritual movement; using teachers as pawns by either using money as a motivator or blackmailing these teachers to  intentionally hide information or change it in a way that while it gives truth, is only part of the truth and not enough to fulfill the purpose of using the information.  I believe this is what is going on with the movie "The Secret".  It does not cover everything that is needed to PROPERLY manifest and leaves one thinking that all they need to do is think happy thoughts to get what they want.

I know for certain, based on my own experiences that THOUGHT MOST DEFINITELY CREATES REALITY.  I know this because of the synchronicity I see or the lack of it in my own life.  It's also happening faster.  As time speeds up and we rise higher in vibration, the lag time between when we ask and when we get is closing.  Keep in mind, there is also Divine Timing which says we will get some things only when we are ready for them.  I tend to think these are the "big" desires we have, the perfect relationship, a lot of money, the perfect job etc.  Generally, we get these "perfect" things when we have mastered our ego and it's no longer an issue so we can fully enjoy these "perfect" creations.

It's pretty easy to tell where you were vibrationally when you asked for what you asked.  Karma is your indicator of where your energy was at the time of asking.  This allows you to make adjustments in your intention and you energy and also how well you allowed what you wanted to come to you.  Make sure to stay out of judgment as that just hinders progress.

Sometimes it is true that what we ask for never comes to us because it's not in ANYONE'S best interest at all.  You may never get all that money because it may corrupt your ego or just not be the experience you need in this lifetime.

We are also working with the plan we came in with.  I don't plan from the ego.  I give my ego involvement over to my god Self to make decisions that are in alignment with the plan I came here with.  That's what it means to "Let go and let god".  Individually, we are God with a little "g".  That's why it's not capitalized.  Collectively we are "God" and then there is still GOD the Source beyond us collectively.  We have our own guidance system to follow god and it's call INTUITION.

I believe that we ALL created lives for ourselves BEYOND what our little egos can imagine and I also believe that we all wanted the BEST and in the highest version for ourselves.  The BEST we can do is to give into our own creative Source that animates our bodies. (temple)  Sometimes, on the outside, it may not look like "the best life" we could have created for ourselves and that is due to the amnesia we all carry as to what we came to experience.  I don't believe in "accidents" or "mistakes" so whatever life has been created by ANYONE, EVER is EXACTLY what they came to experience regardless of how it looks on the outside.  Whether it's the perspective of a "negative" experience or of the opposite, the end result is what we came to experience.  And I see that PURELY from a spiritual perspective devoid of judgment for all of you who are tempted to make me wrong about this... lol

Often, we need the negative experience in contrast to the positive one to actually HAVE the positive experience.  How often is it said that "you don't know what you've got until it's gone."?  That is the wisdom of someone who has recognized that they needed the contrasting, negative experience to realize they had already had the opposite for how do you know you have something good until you have the bad?  and for the record here, there is no "good" or "bad".  Those are labels we give to wanted experience or not wanted experience.  Everything is neutral until we look at it; that's when it's becomes "good" or "bad".  That is the whole point of duality and having "free will" is to utilize it as we need to to manifest the Best possible outcome.  We may just need the contrast first in order to recognize "The Best".

The last thing that comes into play is Karma carried over from one lifetime to another.  Sometimes we are destined to have the experience we have because of past Karma and the best way to move past that is to realize the "lesson" which is always that we are ONE and what we do to another is what we do to ourselves.

The best advice I can give is to practice what I do myself.  Be truly happy for the successes of "others"and not just fake it; you will have success yourself.  Always strive for the win/win outcome and that will take practice and when others aren't successful, praise them anyway so that they are encouraged to make another effort again to succeed.  Help each other without rescuing; give a hand up, not a hand out.  ALWAYS put people before money.  Eliminating judgment is crucial and just being neutral is preferable to anything else.  Find the neutral observer in yourself and help your self to see both sides and that helps in understand why there really is no "right" or "wrong".  And lastly, be happy with what you get and if it's not "right" try again.  This will automatically (as long as you are not faking) set you up with the right intention so you won't have to think about it.  It will also help you to be truly happy so that you will be in the right vibration as you create.  Always praise yourself and thank yourself as well and NEVER make a decision or try to create when you are feeling negative emotions.  There are exceptions always like when creating any kind of art.  Do your best to follow your own inner guidance and you will NEVER go wrong!

And do your best to keep a balance of work and play.

I hope this was helpful in understanding how what you think materializes.  How you think of yourself and how you think of others sets the stage for what you get.

The True Meaning of Free Will and Karma (where to make a decision from)

I find that MOST people misunderstand what having "free will" means.  Most people think that means they can do whatever they want.  While that's true, they are missing the bigger meaning.  Our will is that part of us that is responsible for our decisions.  Before we make a choice of something, another choice comes first and this is where the "free" comes in.

There are two places to make a choice from:  Love or Fear.  This is what constitutes "duality".  It's the reason why we have an "ego".  In order for us to have "free will" it means there is more than one choice:  We are free to choose love or fear in our thinking/doing of things. Free will is honored by God and guides because to do otherwise would be to choose FOR US and that is interference!  It would negate God/god's free will to choose blindly so that we can have every experience we desire in order to know itself/ourselves.  It would also go against the path we have already laid before us.  To let us have our choice on our own and make our "mis-takes" is more loving than to "do it for us".  "To do it for us" would also be disempowering.  Make sense?  would love to hear comments about this...😐

Often, the choices made from fear (which for most people is most of the time) are the ones that become, "the lesson". lol  It's not bad, however, the outcome is showing you where you made your choice from.  The choices made from Love, however, are the ones that lead to the synchronistic happenings that are so fun and ALSO show you where you made your choice from.

It's easier to see if I give an example.  Lets say you have to get gas for your car and it's one of those cars that needs "high test".  It's the most expensive gas you can buy.  You only have $10 to put in the tank and you want to get the most out of your dollar.  Do you a:  buy the high test gas because you LOVE your car and you want the best for it or do you b:  buy the cheapest gas because you're AFRAID you won't get as far on the $10.   

If you chose a, this is the BEST choice you can make and more than likely, because you made your choice from a higher vibration, you will either go further than you thought on your $10 or you will magically attract more money to put in the tank when you need it.  The Universe always supports us in ANY decision we make but it's more evident when those little magical moments happen that seemingly come out of NOWHERE that leave us dumbstruck as to how they happened because it gave us exactly what we needed, when we needed it.

If you chose b, then more than likely because you made your choice from a lower vibration, you will experience something of the like:  Your car will give you some problems because you gave it cheap gas and you may have to spend EXTRA money you don't have to get it fixed.  The Universe is STILL supporting you by rewarding you with an experience that is showing you that there was a better choice to be made.  

Karma is not what people are saying it is.  What people are talking about is actually the law of attraction.  You get what you give per vibration.  Karma is a sanscrit word that means "action".  Karma is the action you take to correct a perceived mistake that you've made.

It's important to know here, if you find yourself receiving "the lesson", DO NOT waste time beating yourself up about it.  You will achieve NOTHING and only do worse to yourself.  Accept you made a boo boo (mis-take) and fix your boo boo with a different decision.  (Karma)  This time, make sure it's out of Love!  Getting mired in self pity or anger only makes things worse.  

Now, how do you tell where you are making your decision from?  Before you do anything, ask yourself why your doing it.  If you hear yourself saying ANYTHING akin to fear, IE:  "I'm afraid that", or "I can't", "I shouldn't" etc.  STOP and re-asses your decision.  Not making a choice is still a choice and lots of times when we are anxious or feeling any of the lower vibrations, that is NOT a time to be making decisions as those decisions will lead to the "lesson".  The negative feelings are a clue that you are OUT OF ALIGNMENT with the "higher" part of yourself (that knows ALL) and that's how it communicates with you is through FEELING. So, obviously, if you don't feel good about a decision, DON'T MAKE IT!  

On the other hand, feeling joyous, good, excited, happy etc. is a clear indication that you ARE in alignment with your higher self (it is in agreement with your decision) and the best outcome is assured.  I want to emphasize here:  sometimes, even when we DO make the best decision, it's not immediately apparent.  Sometimes it LOOKS like we are going in the wrong direction or things happen that cause us to doubt we made the right decision, however, usually what is going on is there is a re-arrangement of energy going on or something is being changed that will RESULT in a HIGHER vibration manifesting for the BEST for all concerned.  We may not always like these changes when they happen and they may not look "right" but in the end and in hindsight, (hindsight is ALWAYS 20/20) you will see why it needed to happen that way.

I have my own example here.

If you'll notice, I did not write for a month between 2/26 and 3/26 because I moved and I started a new job that took up a LOT of my time on the learning curve.  

During that time, some events took place that I was SURE were happening but as it turned out, didn't really happen and I HAD to move.  Let me explain.

Back in September, I had moved in with a woman who is blind and needed help around the house with various things.  As I look back, one of my "mis-takes" was not getting more information about what was needed and who she was.  I really just didn't know what questions to ask at that point.  I thought the questions I did ask were enough.

As time went on, I was being asked to do things that weren't told to me up front and really, she didn't know were needed either, but it was stuff I didn't want to do because it got me involved in her "stuff".  lol  She also had a problem with alcohol and it was something she didn't want to do but felt it was the only thing that was going to help her sleep.  It wasn't so much her behavior that I was concerned about but that it messed with her memory.  She also was in front of the TV the whole time she was awake unless she went out which wasn't often.  That was very annoying to me as she had a voice activated TV remote that told her EVERYTHING as she did it and it was very loud and just on the other side of the wall from me.  I do not watch TV.

In early February, I left for a week to pet sit for a client.  When I came back, I was sitting on my bed and I looked over to the spot where I have my son's school picture and it was gone!  I wracked my brain to determine if I had moved it myself and taken it with me to my pet sit and I could NOT remember taking it with me.  

I asked my roommate if anyone had been in my room while I was gone and I told her my son's picture was gone.  She said no, so my only other choice was that my roommate had taken it.  She had told me that I needed to stop talking to her about spiritual stuff because she was convinced that her bout of diverticulitis was because of me.  I had to partially agree with her.  Only partially because while I was aware that she wasn't "digesting" the information I had given her, it was her choice as to what she thought about it.  So what my mind made up as to why she would have taken my son's pic was that she was mad at me for getting her sick.  

I told her that regardless of WHO took my picture, I no longer felt my room was safe without a lock on it.  She thought about it for a few days but by then, I had already changed the knob on my door. (my bedroom door did not have a lock on it at all) She decided that she didn't want her apartment on "lock down" lol and I told her that it wasn't the WHOLE apartment (eyeroll) that I wanted a lock on my door for MY peace of mind.  I didn't tell her I had changed the doorknob.  By this time I had decided I was going to move.  Whether it was her and she was lying or didn't remember or it was someone else, my privacy had been violated and my decision to leave was out of love of my self and my privacy.

I kept the old lock so when it came time to leave, I could put it back on so she could have it the way she wanted it.  

I left again for a few days with my door locked and when I came back, I noticed that someone had left a LOT of toilet paper in the trash can and I KNOW it wasn't me.  I do not use a foot of TP to pick my nose with which is what it looked like had been done.  By now, the upstairs neighbor was involved and I figured that she and my roommate had figured out I had changed the lock and to spite me, had used a credit card to get in.  I know this works because I did it myself with my own card to test my theory.

A few days later, I got a note on my door that said I need to move and that if I ever tried to argue with her or make any accusations of her, she would call the police. (another eyeroll, like she needed to do that)  I know this was at the encouragement of the upstairs neighbor.  Little did I know that when I walked in that night and she disappeared into her room, she was calling the police.  Before they got there, I sat down with her and told her that she was right; that I had not respected her right to live life the way she wanted and that I was going to do my best to move BEFORE her deadline.  As I finished, the look on her face was one of surprised and just after finishing my apology to her, there was a knock at the door.  I opened the door and there were two police officers standing there.  I invited them in and was actually GLAD they were there so I could tell MY side of the story which is why they were there anyway!  lol

After they left, we "made up" and made a plan for me to come back (I was pet sitting again) and watch "X Files" together on Wednesday night.  Some time after that, either that night or the next day, I don't remember, I went to get some of my Kombucha that I made off the kitchen counter that was covered by a cloth and I found one bottle OPEN!  (I know I didn't leave it open and it didn't open itself!) That was IT!  I was convinced that she was doing her best to "get back at me" or at the very least, the neighbor was trying to fuck with me.  I left and went back to my pet sit where I called the police and told them what I had found.  The officer gave me a choice; I could drop it and let it go or I could have him go over there to talk with my roommate and get her side of the story.  In hindsight, this was the decision that was crucial on my part.  I struggled with it, knowing how it was going to affect my relationship with my roommate and that we had just "made up".  

I chose to have him go over and talk with her.  After that, her whole attitude toward me changed and it became very stressful (for her) to have me around.  I was fine.  I was happy even though I had to find a place to move to and it really surprised me that I WASN'T more stressed.  I kept my door locked with a piece of duct tape over the place where the latch is so if it was moved, I'd know.  I made sure that I was there as little as possible and when I was, I was in my room which was normal for me anyway.  

I was able to move a full WEEK before I needed to to a wonderful house with a CONSCIOUS couple that have a dog, a cat and chickens living at the house.  I hadn't realize what a toxic environment I had been living in until I moved!  

I want to make it clear here... I find nothing wrong with my former roommate.  The bottom line was that we were not a vibrational match to each other.  Part of who I am is that I am able to adapt to various situations as I need to and when I picked up Lynda in my taxi and she told me about her room for rent, I was actually looking to move because my former roommates before her had chosen to rent out their extra bedrooms to AirBnB people and I was OVER it!  lmao  It wasn't working well for me at all with the "revolving door".  I liked her when I met her and it seemed like what she needed was reasonable and I was willing to help her out.  

I see that whole situation as an opportunity to further refine my values and see that it's not always in my best interest to help someone.  At least I wasn't "pushy" with her as I have been in the past.  She did want to make changes to her lifestyle, however, because she was/is wrapped up completely in the allopathic medical system, it's going to be difficult for her and she was not ready for what I had to share with her and did not like my suggestions.  I'm grateful that I was able to recognize that what she needed and what I had to offer were not in synch and it was better for both of us that I left.  

I DID follow my heart in my decision to move in with her, however, the cheap rent and the  convenience of having a health food store and coffee shop right next door was enough to keep me in that toxic situation.  When I made the choice to move, the Universe took control and orchestrated events to that I would HAVE to move because otherwise, I would have stayed since we "made up".

I have to say, until I saw all this in hindsight, it was very perplexing to me why it happened this way.  I say this because a couple of weeks after I moved, I found the picture of my son that I thought was stolen.  One one hand, I felt bad that I had accused my roommate of stealing it but on the other, after some contemplation, I realized that it had to happen this way because I AM so adaptable and I WOULD have stayed there and it was better that I left.  

I know this was a looong explanation as to why things don't always look "right" when they are happening but hopefully you can see what I mean because it all worked out for the best.  I have not been back to see Lynda since I moved and I'm not sure if telling her that I found that picture and apologizing to her would be the best thing.  I have thought about it.  

I'm just going to trust that she is getting the guidance and help that she needs at her level that she can handle.  I was a little too much for her! lol  Again, there is nothing wrong with what she is doing, I didn't agree with her lifestyle and she had issues with my "help".  And it's all OK.  

I left on top because even though I did experience frustration and a bit of anger, I handled it well and didn't have a "tantrum" over it.  Even when I thought I had lost my son's picture forever, I got an even BIGGER one to replace it that hadn't been given away yet... lol  AND, it got a lock for my door out of my love of privacy and protecting it.  

All in all, I'm happy with how things turned out and my own behavior through it all.  I hope Lynda is happy and in a better situation and has the help she needs.👍💪😃💕